Eesa's Crib: I miss you...

Friday, November 10, 2006

I miss you...

I flew down to Winnipeg this morning. You were deep in your sleep, but I was missing you even before I left you. It felt so hollow. Saying goodbye to you tis morning has perhaps been the toughest thing i've done in the last two years. I left before you woke up, because that would have been even tougher!

I'm so torn. I felt evil and I felt so guilty. I feel drained. But i know there's some good! inshaAllahu ameen.

However, I've been missing you through out the day. There were moments during the day when I'd totally phase out and simply think of you and baba. I was dreading having to sleep without you two cramping my space. I missed your laughter and just the sight of you sleeping away this morning - that priceless look! it's been etched on my mind. I miss you eesoo!

c ya soon! hopefully! muahz!
love Mama

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Penned by Mama and Baba, this is our humble attempt at capturing your growing up days with us. A small way to remind you of the many events of your life that you might (obviously) not remember, the many relations you might not recall, the many feelings that may not surface for you. This is to put a picture to many of the lessons we may not teach you verbally. This is not only our diary of your life, this is the crib of our family.

Name: Shezalldat

Location: Toronto, Ontario, Canada

I am the stop sign where catchy slogans have been written upon. I am the crack in a mirror that skews all dat is reflected. I am a kelidoscope that shifts at will in character. I am the loose thread in ur fav shirt that you r scared 2 pull. I am da first snow flake dat melts instantly in ur hand. I am an irrational number noone knows n end to.... I'm me! =) I hate being moulded and judged by the general mould.. i am me! I am me and me I shall remain.

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